love failures...why 1/3

this was originally created 12/2003

why is there always a point in one's life when they think twice? - afraid that you might make the wrong decision and regret it for the rest of your life.

have you ever felt that you've been so obsessed with someone and yet we call it crazy? but we've never realized how stupid we have become until we felt that we've been!!!

and how come after all the shit that we're been through - someone hurts you like no other hurt you've felt before, still you say "i still love him/her!" ...Shit!

sometimes we get confused on whether or not we should listen to our mind or our heart.
-they say that love conquers all ...yeah right!

sometimes, you feel that you love someone, but that person loves someone else. or you fell for your friend but you're too afraid to let it show because you fear rejection.

dialogue in the movie My Best Friend's Wedding...
- "if you love someone, say it... you say it right then... out LOUD... or the moment just passes you by..."

there are some situations when there is someone in your life and you could say that he/she is the one and you think that you really love them. but the time comes in that relationship where you've lost your trust in them. you gave it all to them in the beginning, and found out that this whole time, they've been cheating on you. i know...it HURTS!!!

of course you give them another chance, but you can't help but think that they might do this to you again. but you hear these promises and you just hope for the best.

but then...what if he/she broke these promises the second time around?!!?!?

i don't know...
all i can say is, we do crazy shit for the one we love.

-it's really hard to trust someone again once you've lost it... i guess it just takes time.

what about the situations where you want to break up with someone? but there's something holding you back, like you're afraid of hurting that person but at the same time afraid of hurting yourself and later regretting that you did it.

sometimes, we can't blame ourselves for ending a relationship. other people might think that you are such a horrible person and it was easy for...umm hello... i don't think so.

it's also really hard to break someone's heart without wanting to. you never really intend to hurt anyone, but it's better to do it now then wait til later...
-it's much more painful if you wait until later"
and if you do, in the end i bet you that person will say "why are you just telling me now!"

parting is never easy.